No contact made with or from the Bad Penny in a few days now, which is such a good thing.
While I was keeping the possibility of a torrid affair a secret it was that, a possibility, but now I've spoke out loud about it on here and also to a friend I know its not me, I can't be that person who is willing to compromise myself. Yes I know many people do day in and day out and I'm not judging them, just myself.
While the pursuing was flattering he is not the man for me. While his nearness makes me get butterflies in my stomach and my heart to race, he is not the man for me. If he were then he would not be living with someone else while wooing me. It will end in tears and even though when I said that to him, he said "they may not be yours, can't you take that chance?" I can't knowingly walk into something like this. At least that's what I'm saying today. Safely out of contact with him for a full 3 days.
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Can you go 5?
With THIS man I'd easily go 5 days without contacting, 5 days, 5 weeks, 5 months. It's him that keeps coming back into my life time and time again.
And the longer he keeps away the easier it is for me to be strong.
There's another man however that 5 days apart would seem far far too long and that in its self is a good reason to ignore the Bad Penny.
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